Currently listening to: Augustana (my music finder isnt working...) I whish you all were here right now!!! It is sunny with a wonderful breeze and i have the pleasure of sitting out on our very much alive quad! there are people everywhere and music and laughter fills the air. A site i have not seen in a long time! It feels like spring to me... im in a te-shirt and flip-flops!!! its beautiful and i couldnt have asked for anyting better... So life has been crazy as usual... I am working on the props for our schools musical- My Fair Lady- and am loving it!!! I love the entire cast and staff! They are a blast to be around and work with. The only downside is that i am crazy busy all the time... and have warehouse hours all weekend...oh well, its well worth it. School work this semester is not so bad... last week i had a ton of tests and prjects due and so that was not so fun but i have this week pretty easy... its nice not to be too stressed before spring break espically since i am helping to plan it. This year for spring break i am going back to Panama City Beach, FL with CRU and am supper excited. I LOVE all of the people going (that i know) and cant wait to meet some new people. Planning for this has gone wonderfully! i love our comittee and we work so well together. This semester has still been one of the biggest emotional roler coasters of my life... it seems like one minute im down and the next im up... But, I am totally learning to rely on God for my strenght becuase He seems to be one of the few constants in my life right now. But, that has been increadable... He has been teaching me so much about others, myself, Himself, and His word. It has been increadably relieving to give up so many of my burdens to Christ this semester becuase he uses them in a way that only he can (even thought i dont always see why) and he has turned bad situations into God-glorifying ones... something i could never dream of doing on my own. I also thank God for friends this semester... If it went for them i dont know where i would be... They have provided me with earthy support, encouragement, and love. They keep my spirits up, they re-focus me on God, they help me relax and quiet my hear and mind, and they make me laugh...something that hasnt been comming easily lately. This semester so far has been filled with increadable and some not so increadable moments...And although, some days the bad out-weighs the good... i cant image my life any other way. I feel so blessed by God and cannot wait to see how he will continue to rock my life and shake up my world... He has completely turned it upside down this year... it has been a wild ride with me hanging on for dear life... im not out of the woods yet, but i know that hanging on instead of trying to take the wheel is one of the best decisions i have made with my life. |